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Name: Aleck
Birthday: 11/17/1987
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Friday, July 01, 2011

Concentrate Precipitate

Mix Meld Multiple Melanin
Stem Stir Singe Settle
Temper Treat Technique Tenure
Maintain Mortify Mostly Metal

A slick new crystal comes in through the rain of Plastic
Reveal its properties its newness is not elastic
Clear to see yet hard to hold
Such beauties shan't be shammied by molds

Yet through thick and thin each shard undergoes
Leaving a tremor or two, blazing and fading
Yet the jewel continues to hold, refuses to mold
Would you be that jewel holding still? Saying,

"I'll stand strong and leave you residue.
Not like the others I'll stay clear and stay with you.
Keep me away from the rest because you know
What's more is against all odds, nay say surroundings stir
..."

And the melting pot begins.

Iterated words keep held for the times now are desired
For the times lingered and drawn test these so attributes
Another adage goes for time pressed our hearts seek
So many other aids, yet our minds cannot help but follow suit.

As the grinder continues and enzymes kick in,
I watch as the crystals shatter and disintegrate in the grinder with the others.
It appears that the gems in the grind meld with the others
Lost in the mix, no definition of discrepancy in its end.

But in heat and into mold, the particles lift and assimilate
Pulling together and reclaiming its parent form
The silver gem that was once favored is now returned
It's grasp upon form retains from the fervor from which it first came.

More of these crystals poured in to the next salve yet crumbled with the cracks
Words can only mean as much as actions stick with them
With gaps of lies the structure fails and the foundation shatters
Be one with the mold and leave us for separation.

Break away from the mold, Hold your form.
Gleam, too. It never hurts.

And god damn it Stevo, don't fucking scare like that again.


Saturday, November 13, 2010

anything worth having

anything worth having is difficult to attain

hanging on a thread, soon it won't be the same

as feelings get repressed and expanded twofold

taken aback so many times then captured and sold

the hardships captivate the currency slipping through my fingers

never has been the scattering of the mind continuously injure

the subconscious, it lies still yet reacts to every detail

like a weeping willow in strong gusts, it has no avail

to the strengths of outside factors but the trunk holds strong

the root is drying and sighing and hold until

 

A pace is set for heart's reconciliation


Wednesday, October 06, 2010

bday list

Early, but what the hell.

no alcoholic presents plz. i have enuff.

Pew pew sessions
Mini hair straightener (taken)
money for new phone, possibly droid
CAJON (SLAP BOX DRUM) <----- WANT (possibly wif lil cymbals too)
Ghibli Studios Piano Book
Use of someone's AP Bio Study Guide
A flash drive with some or even all Beatmania IIDX albums
A Gold Movie Pass for Saw 7 or Due Date (for god's sake NOT 3D lol)
http://slickdeals.net/?sdtid=2277633&sdop=1&sdfid=9&u2=https://www.queensboro.com/p/e0a1?OC=E0A1 (Use the awesome face 8D)
Tonari no Yamadakun dvd (maybe the piano sheets for the stuff too)
Hair Wax
Anything that'll make me laugh
Anything I could nom
Godiva/Costco/GyuKaku gift cards :D

YAY! >:3


Monday, September 20, 2010

Coder

What a week...

ex eliminates all contact; who wouldn't want to think they are right?
more job interviews
re-establishment
party
opened eyes
CANCERS
open sores
complete truth lacking
nothing to hide nothing to fear
blue black sunrise
kiri


make the bad worse, so those memories won't be a curse
the afterburn still leaves tracks, these are already scars, no need to nurse

head up and let the sun rise, the water is murky, the sky is hazy
not once did i mudsling and unearth, so to say, maybe

I still wish you the best and nothing in return
What holds value is whatever helps you learn
Savagery and deceit was only an upset
Pace is sketched, yet the path is curved


Tuesday, May 25, 2010

Flying Deterioration

So these next weeks will be shit.

To do list:

P&ID + Piping Calc
Storage Tank material Table
Senior Design Report (Jun 5th)
Print out every document researched 

Do all testing for materials
20 page report (June 4th)
Research at least 5 sources

Study for biochem and Biomaterials
Read discussion papers
Reinstate recommendation letters 

Move out of the apt
Clarify graduation crap
Modify summer courses
Interviews for Tutoring
Coordinate return to airports 

Meeting tomorrow at 3pm
HW due at 2pm
Study for biochem midterm next week (June 5th)
Start commuting on Monday  


This is my last quarter, and I'm getting so restless.
My head is spinning and this whole quarter has been a headache,
and now I've gotta move.
Ex's threats are there, the emotional flux remains.
She's probably reading this. Whatever makes you happy.
You've been going through hell. I can see it in your eyes.
You'll get by with a little help from your friends.
Just don't go back to the people that brought you down
and took you with them their own misery. 

Shouldn't drink energy drinks while stressed. Makes me restless.
And after (mostly) settling courses for the summer and graduation,
this shit happens. One big headache after another.
3. More. Weeks.
Then out of here.

God this school has been a pain in the ass.
Hopefully CSUF will treat me a lot better KTHX 



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